"There is a way that seems right to a man,
but its end is the way to death." Proverbs 14:12
I have learned this in many ways the hard way. I have come to the point in my life when I don't want to plan out what my future should look like. I have learned that it actually is a waste of valuable time. If I took off running with a direction in my life that looks good to me it would fail miserably. God already has a place for us - God already has our next steps prepared - God already knows what is best for me. As soon as I begin to plan things out and try to take control is when anxiety begins to creap in.
There is another Proverb that says "Many are the plans of a man's heart, but it is the Lord's will that will prevail." This brings comfort to me. So I will continue to bring my prayers to him. I will continue to seek his will. Our youngest daughter is registered for her first semester of college classes for the fall. She will live at home. I am excited for her and it leaves me also with "God please keep us living here" feeling. Those are my thoughts, those are my feelings, but that's all that they are - thoughts and feelings.
I can tell that my husband needs to preach. I believe that he has been annointed for this. So I will continue to pray for him. Right now he is working a job at Cherry Street Missions Ministry in Toledo. It has been a hard transition for him as it is an area of ministry that is completely different for him. Working with the homeless, the drug addicts...etc. This is where God has him now and I believe that he will grow in ways that will blow him away. And when God opens up the next door - well I think that will just be fun.
Are you waiting on some life plans? Are you wondering what might be next for you? Wondering about a decision you have to make? Keep praying and rest in his hands. Just rest there. And when you have those moments, those days when you've taken it back on yourself, give yourself some grace - and bring it back to him. He is already holding it.
Please pray for a clear direction for us. Your prayers are greatly appreciated.
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